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Sunday, January 14, 2007

This song just so reminds me of you; how you'd play this song whenever i was over at your place, just the both of us and no one else. You're so right when you said that we were like in a movie. I never could put a finger on how to describe you, to describe us and you just did. And it's a good thing, it's just do different, like everything with you was a dream. I didnt wanna wake from that dream and i know you didnt too but well, the morning came and the sun shone through the curtains.

I get chills now whenever i hear that song, it's like you're here with me. I really wanna take that walk down that beach with you and give up every single care in the world, especially now, when projects are the only thing on my mind. I really dont like this feeling of being so mentally drained, but I guess i asked for it; TP, I really love you but you're pushing it.

Stop saying sorry, what you did isnt your fault, you had no choice. I should be the one sorry and i am. I'm so sorry for everything. You dont know what i have done and i feel so guilty about it. What makes it worse is that i'm still doing it and you still have no idea.

Why? Why have you always put others above yourself? I love you so bloody much and i dont deserve an ounce of yours. Sometimes, i wish that you would stop loving me. If only you knew, if only you knew.

I've been praying for you everynight, and i will continue to. But seriously, everything between us really seems like a dream. Haha. I love you ((:


Okay all emo aside, I really dont wanna go to school!



a new day will dawn for those who stand long and the forests will echo with laughter.



p.s. dont ask me about this post.
p.p.s. i think i'll try green.



11:09 PM

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